The underground’s entrance is a clown’s mouth
Amelia thought of the path she used to walk
eternal afternoons
blissy oblivion
shiny silence
Then came the fall –she whispered — & death
Mysterious smile
Two days ago she longed for that path
yearned for its scent
missed the idea of it
or so she thought
_ DiStortEd nostalgia __
Yesterday she stumbled upon the entrance
where she drew a cat
where he drew a box
to shelter her mark
Expired unreality
A lonely cat was there
facing the snow and the rain
unprotected smiling under an absent cover
not suspecting its own delusion
Failed utopia
Amelia shed a tear —I need to see a box? It was here! Right here! Right h e r e
Erase this non-existence! Let it appear! Let me be blind! let me forget
Let that single memory be real! Let –Amelia … — AHHHHHHH!
A past that might had never occurred lies under the eyes of a clown
_____Adriana Citlali
XVII-III-MMXV